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090110
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Hey hey.... (3.45a.m)been very bz lately...lets start on thursday(070110)the day was suppose to go to werk... anta form. so me, cuz and belle went there... it was belle's ferst day... me n cuz no nid to werk coz we started last month... so left belle alone coz she nid to undergo training ferst... meanwhile... me n cuz went to catch a muvee... Cirque De Freak Vampire's Assistant. the show was a great one... once done, me and cuz went bck to werk place n fetch belle and accompany her home... dats abt it on dat dae.ystd(080110)in the aftnoon, went to werk place to collect my typhoid jab slip... once taken the slip. it was raining... so we walk slowly to busstop... took a ride to amk... coz the clinic is located there. once we reached the clinic was close... mcm siak...so me cuz make u-turn bck.. he meet his peeps since they want to go to marina. while me head home coz nite got training. Training was ok, but my body is kinda stiff. myb bcoz it has awhile since i last train or im juz plainly tired n stress... wif lotz of stuff in my head...& yeah results are coming next monday... tawakal aje luh ye... myb dats one of the reason dat contribute to my stress... so lata early in the morn going to take the jab wif cuz....__________________________________________________________________sayang, hari-hari yang berlalu,bersulam suka-duka, rindu dan pilu,sejak takdir bertemukan kita,jiwaku berbuih kasih dan sayang padamu,rindu bertandang tanpa diundang,inikah yang dinamakan cinta?adakalahnya, aku tersenyum sendiri,mengimbasi saat indah bersamamu,kemesraan bersarang di istana hati,senyuman mengukiri isyarat cinta,lalu, dari hari ke hari,hatiku bertanya-tanya,bagaimana kesudahannya?______________________it felt strange when things have change.as if theres no source of light.as if the night sky is without the presence of the moon & STARS.everytime felt restless and weak eventhough i have to act in front of people that im ok.everything felt so quiet and lonely.why? when? what? where? who? how?this are the question that keeps throwing at me.its even thougher then school question.at least school question can be slove and answer.but this, answer that are not found at my finger tips.if they say exams are frustrating, i would say this question is even worst.at least school question does not have feel anything.but this, pain and hurt can be felt.where did i go/do wrong?why it ended this way?how it ended this way?when it started/ended?what made it turn out the other way?this are some of the killer questions.....from the way it looks...its going no where. its meant to be this way.till theres no more tears to flow.till theres no more pain to feel but instead felt numb.how perfect or shud i say how you want it to be?till here fer now peeps.aieemyn~bobo D2~ (4.30a.m)
the deceptionist
Currently i'm in my chapter 18 of my life.
27/04 was the date to be remembered.
Woodgrove Sec is the school.
As an individual i'm the kind of person who likes to socialise.
Making people laugh is what i do best and for those who already know me,
they know what kind of laugh i could give.
090110
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Hey hey.... (3.45a.m)been very bz lately...lets start on thursday(070110)the day was suppose to go to werk... anta form. so me, cuz and belle went there... it was belle's ferst day... me n cuz no nid to werk coz we started last month... so left belle alone coz she nid to undergo training ferst... meanwhile... me n cuz went to catch a muvee... Cirque De Freak Vampire's Assistant. the show was a great one... once done, me and cuz went bck to werk place n fetch belle and accompany her home... dats abt it on dat dae.ystd(080110)in the aftnoon, went to werk place to collect my typhoid jab slip... once taken the slip. it was raining... so we walk slowly to busstop... took a ride to amk... coz the clinic is located there. once we reached the clinic was close... mcm siak...so me cuz make u-turn bck.. he meet his peeps since they want to go to marina. while me head home coz nite got training. Training was ok, but my body is kinda stiff. myb bcoz it has awhile since i last train or im juz plainly tired n stress... wif lotz of stuff in my head...& yeah results are coming next monday... tawakal aje luh ye... myb dats one of the reason dat contribute to my stress... so lata early in the morn going to take the jab wif cuz....__________________________________________________________________sayang, hari-hari yang berlalu,bersulam suka-duka, rindu dan pilu,sejak takdir bertemukan kita,jiwaku berbuih kasih dan sayang padamu,rindu bertandang tanpa diundang,inikah yang dinamakan cinta?adakalahnya, aku tersenyum sendiri,mengimbasi saat indah bersamamu,kemesraan bersarang di istana hati,senyuman mengukiri isyarat cinta,lalu, dari hari ke hari,hatiku bertanya-tanya,bagaimana kesudahannya?______________________it felt strange when things have change.as if theres no source of light.as if the night sky is without the presence of the moon & STARS.everytime felt restless and weak eventhough i have to act in front of people that im ok.everything felt so quiet and lonely.why? when? what? where? who? how?this are the question that keeps throwing at me.its even thougher then school question.at least school question can be slove and answer.but this, answer that are not found at my finger tips.if they say exams are frustrating, i would say this question is even worst.at least school question does not have feel anything.but this, pain and hurt can be felt.where did i go/do wrong?why it ended this way?how it ended this way?when it started/ended?what made it turn out the other way?this are some of the killer questions.....from the way it looks...its going no where. its meant to be this way.till theres no more tears to flow.till theres no more pain to feel but instead felt numb.how perfect or shud i say how you want it to be?till here fer now peeps.aieemyn~bobo D2~ (4.30a.m)
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