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Friday, January 1, 2010
HEY PPL!HAPPY NEW YEAR!i noe ive not been updating so.. here goes...lets start on 301209 (wednesday)on dat day i had an invitation to a brithday party at downtown. My fren, Boyakk had a belated celebration while his sister had an advance celebration and coincidently his sister was a fren of mine. So yeah i was invited. Initially i was goin alone, but den like not fun uh go alone... so i think of sumone to go wif.. and i found the rite person. Birthday boy nye gerlfren. Me: wei, kau jemput matair kau?
boyak: tak uh, aku takot die dtg nti aku tak lyn. phm2 uh parents aku nti suspect.
me: rabak.... erm... i tell you wat... kalau kau dun mind aku uat plans dgn die, g pit kau. kononnye die dgn aku, so parents kau tak suspect pe.
boyak: hmm... not a bad idea... ok den. So i make plans wif birthday boy nye gerl and there we go. we reach downtown quite early. so we chill at Mac ferst, had apple pie and McFlurry. den came boyak's call.boyak: kau kat ane?
me: aku kat Mac.
boyak: kau dgn sape?
me: aku sorg uh... (his gerl ask me to say dat she is not wif me)
boyak: abe matair aku?
me: last mint die tak jadi.
boyak: ok den....i hang up n finish my ice-cream. while eating... all of sudden birthday boy appear and he saw his gerl... bkn main happy lagi... haha... so he went bck in to get ready the bbq. probably 20mins later, we went in... as usual salam everyone... the matair went to salam her "mak-mertua" den the mother ask.mother: name sape?
matair: saye kawan haiqal.
mother: tau... cik tanye name sape?
matair: oh... ayu.... HAHAHA... i was laughing togather wif some skulmates non-stop... menggelabar seh member salam "mak-mertua". So we chill, had some food and itz nice btw. den came a few other peeps. Den it was cut-the-cake time... the cake looks nice... have the pic of both birthday boy & birthday girl. after all is done, home we head. ;)yesterday 311209 (thursday)was the last day of werk... so that day we were werking night shift at the night safari. We nid to report ourselves to Bongo Burgers. We did the usual dining stuff... & the was firebreathing show.... itz kinda cool & funny i muz say. After we werk we had ourselves a meal of the Bongo Burgers. Big oi the patty. once done see the manager, once everything done we head to civic n meet Lan fer countdown. After dat walk home.I wont be ard dis few days... will be having a pit at sembawang later on. so, yeah.& one more thing... few days back at 7 in the morn mum got a call from nenek sedare.. she said.
nenek: Na! kau ok? along ok?
mum: ape yg ok? semua ok?
nenek: cik dgr dari nur, along masok hospital, kene accident, tgh critical.
mum: Subahannallah, seliseh jauh kn... along ok je, die tgh tdo.nenek: ok, cik cube tanye nur.Den after nenek sedare, my atok sedare kol and the same thing happen. So mum was puzzled. Den got to know dat cik nur has a fren who has the same name as mine. So maybe she jump to conclusion that it was me. So it was a false alarm. n everyone was chaotic asking abt wat happen and hows my condition. But when i hear the story, i ask myself. What if it wasnt a false alarm?______________________________________________To You:Thanks for everything. Every single thing. Im just disappointed, after all this while, after what ive done. I still cant win your heart. Maybe me as an individual is not enough for you, What ive done is not enough to win your heart. What ive done is within my means, i can do even more of im given the chance. But one thing is for sure, what i do is with sincerity, honesty and purity wanting to be with you. Its either you dont see/feel it or its just not enough for you. You need more than i expected. But what i give is what you get, the Muhaimin you always knew. I guess you demand for more, thats why theres no progress in this relationship of ours. Like i always see, not having me around is never a loosing factor to you. What is there to worry when you got lots of guy friends. Thanks for the memories. Reali. Thank you. Since you do not want to meet and look at me, i just wanna say it has been a pleasure knowing you. In one way or another, youve made a great impact in my life. I just somehow feel that your characteristic is the one that i want. But somehow it has turn out this way. Memories that ill keep and can only be deleted through illness and death. I just cant say enough thanks because i appreciate every single thing. Thank You........ A.Muhaimin. ________________________________________________________________ Every now and then i keep reading the three msg youve send. It keep me wondering. It kept me asking. Do you even know what you are saying? or you are just saying it. All this while theres only one word in my mind. Why? But nevermind, ill try to find the answer. Always pray to Tuhan to give/show answer to reasons of life. Just want to let you know why i always being possesive. Its because safety is my priority. Its because you mean so much to me that i have to do that way. I just want to have you in one good condition. Be it when you are sick. But with the quarel we always had, i dont think you understand why i being that way. Like i said how i wish you could understand why. Take care. ____________________________________________________________________________________
the new year is here.
put a fullstop on 2009.
and start a new chapter on 2010.
i juz hope its gonna be a gud year.
Insyaallah.
till den...
aieemyn~
the deceptionist
Currently i'm in my chapter 18 of my life.
27/04 was the date to be remembered.
Woodgrove Sec is the school.
As an individual i'm the kind of person who likes to socialise.
Making people laugh is what i do best and for those who already know me,
they know what kind of laugh i could give.
010110
Friday, January 1, 2010
HEY PPL!HAPPY NEW YEAR!i noe ive not been updating so.. here goes...lets start on 301209 (wednesday)on dat day i had an invitation to a brithday party at downtown. My fren, Boyakk had a belated celebration while his sister had an advance celebration and coincidently his sister was a fren of mine. So yeah i was invited. Initially i was goin alone, but den like not fun uh go alone... so i think of sumone to go wif.. and i found the rite person. Birthday boy nye gerlfren. Me: wei, kau jemput matair kau?
boyak: tak uh, aku takot die dtg nti aku tak lyn. phm2 uh parents aku nti suspect.
me: rabak.... erm... i tell you wat... kalau kau dun mind aku uat plans dgn die, g pit kau. kononnye die dgn aku, so parents kau tak suspect pe.
boyak: hmm... not a bad idea... ok den. So i make plans wif birthday boy nye gerl and there we go. we reach downtown quite early. so we chill at Mac ferst, had apple pie and McFlurry. den came boyak's call.boyak: kau kat ane?
me: aku kat Mac.
boyak: kau dgn sape?
me: aku sorg uh... (his gerl ask me to say dat she is not wif me)
boyak: abe matair aku?
me: last mint die tak jadi.
boyak: ok den....i hang up n finish my ice-cream. while eating... all of sudden birthday boy appear and he saw his gerl... bkn main happy lagi... haha... so he went bck in to get ready the bbq. probably 20mins later, we went in... as usual salam everyone... the matair went to salam her "mak-mertua" den the mother ask.mother: name sape?
matair: saye kawan haiqal.
mother: tau... cik tanye name sape?
matair: oh... ayu.... HAHAHA... i was laughing togather wif some skulmates non-stop... menggelabar seh member salam "mak-mertua". So we chill, had some food and itz nice btw. den came a few other peeps. Den it was cut-the-cake time... the cake looks nice... have the pic of both birthday boy & birthday girl. after all is done, home we head. ;)yesterday 311209 (thursday)was the last day of werk... so that day we were werking night shift at the night safari. We nid to report ourselves to Bongo Burgers. We did the usual dining stuff... & the was firebreathing show.... itz kinda cool & funny i muz say. After we werk we had ourselves a meal of the Bongo Burgers. Big oi the patty. once done see the manager, once everything done we head to civic n meet Lan fer countdown. After dat walk home.I wont be ard dis few days... will be having a pit at sembawang later on. so, yeah.& one more thing... few days back at 7 in the morn mum got a call from nenek sedare.. she said.
nenek: Na! kau ok? along ok?
mum: ape yg ok? semua ok?
nenek: cik dgr dari nur, along masok hospital, kene accident, tgh critical.
mum: Subahannallah, seliseh jauh kn... along ok je, die tgh tdo.nenek: ok, cik cube tanye nur.Den after nenek sedare, my atok sedare kol and the same thing happen. So mum was puzzled. Den got to know dat cik nur has a fren who has the same name as mine. So maybe she jump to conclusion that it was me. So it was a false alarm. n everyone was chaotic asking abt wat happen and hows my condition. But when i hear the story, i ask myself. What if it wasnt a false alarm?______________________________________________To You:Thanks for everything. Every single thing. Im just disappointed, after all this while, after what ive done. I still cant win your heart. Maybe me as an individual is not enough for you, What ive done is not enough to win your heart. What ive done is within my means, i can do even more of im given the chance. But one thing is for sure, what i do is with sincerity, honesty and purity wanting to be with you. Its either you dont see/feel it or its just not enough for you. You need more than i expected. But what i give is what you get, the Muhaimin you always knew. I guess you demand for more, thats why theres no progress in this relationship of ours. Like i always see, not having me around is never a loosing factor to you. What is there to worry when you got lots of guy friends. Thanks for the memories. Reali. Thank you. Since you do not want to meet and look at me, i just wanna say it has been a pleasure knowing you. In one way or another, youve made a great impact in my life. I just somehow feel that your characteristic is the one that i want. But somehow it has turn out this way. Memories that ill keep and can only be deleted through illness and death. I just cant say enough thanks because i appreciate every single thing. Thank You........ A.Muhaimin. ________________________________________________________________ Every now and then i keep reading the three msg youve send. It keep me wondering. It kept me asking. Do you even know what you are saying? or you are just saying it. All this while theres only one word in my mind. Why? But nevermind, ill try to find the answer. Always pray to Tuhan to give/show answer to reasons of life. Just want to let you know why i always being possesive. Its because safety is my priority. Its because you mean so much to me that i have to do that way. I just want to have you in one good condition. Be it when you are sick. But with the quarel we always had, i dont think you understand why i being that way. Like i said how i wish you could understand why. Take care. ____________________________________________________________________________________
the new year is here.
put a fullstop on 2009.
and start a new chapter on 2010.
i juz hope its gonna be a gud year.
Insyaallah.
till den...
aieemyn~
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