Currently i'm in my chapter 18 of my life.
27/04 was the date to be remembered.
Woodgrove Sec is the school.
As an individual i'm the kind of person who likes to socialise.
Making people laugh is what i do best and for those who already know me,
they know what kind of laugh i could give.

Time check its 4.30am...
i juz cant go to sleep eventhough im working later on.

Lots of stuff happen lately, family, personal etc.
HAIZ!!!!

"Miracle are things that happen unexpectedly. Something you thought was impossible turned out possible.The magic of GOD."

Indeed, true enough.So you are tyring to say is that just by stay still and let the magic happen and POOFF! miracle happen by doing nothing? Memang betul miracle is one of kuasa Tuhan. Tuhan tak akan tolong seseorang kalau diri sendiri tak tertolong. How do you expect miracle to happen when you are doing nothing. If thats the case every single human being will just sit down and shake their leg and let miracle do its job. No action = No outcome. Its as good as not interested and ape nak jadi, jadi luh. Kite sebagai hamba nye hanya boleh berdoa dan usaha untuk mencari penyelesaian. Then miracle might happen. Tuhan Maha Adil, kalau kita bersabar, berusaha, jujur, ikhlas. Insyaallah Tuhan akan mengkabul permintaan/doa kita sebagai hambaNya. God Willing, God will give us miracle

"cakap orng pandai, diri sndiri tak betul." Say whatever you want, i would just care less."

Indeed, ofcoz you would just care less. Thats the outcome that we are having now. Just imagine me saying that long post of yours to you.

"You know, i want to see you happy. You know i would want to see you achieve your goals in life. & i know too that now, maybe walking away from your life is much more better. No more of th I'M GIVING YOU HOPES."

So i suppose you choose to give up and walk away. Wow, itz a mixture of feelings of im surprise and im not surprise. weird right? i know... Due to the fact of sincerity, honesty and purity that made me endure and be patience for a long period of time. If you choose to give up and walk away, then tell me personally. Ill be glad to hear it from you. Rather than indirectly through post or text.

Ive done my very best to win your heart but still i fail. I just do not know what else to do. Maybe you were right, its just you. Two hands are needed to clap. Ive done my part to save this relationship of ours but i guess it just didnt turn out as its suppose to be. Lack of understanding and communication was the mastermind to the failure of our relationship. From my part, deep down from my heart i would like to apologise fer the failure of understanding you and alwaes being possesive and how i wish i could understand you better, but at the same time i just wish you would understand why i behave that way. I just cant stop saying sorry and i noe sorry is not enough. At the same time im thankful fer the sweet memories we had and that is all im left with and ill cherish it. You may posses the things that i gave you from the pendant, watch and the soft toy to represent as me but i only have one thing which is MEMORIES. Memories which i will keep and can only be forgotten through illness or time but can be deleted through Death. The Memories Of You and Me.

haiz.....
till here...
sign out~ 5.30am

aieemyn~