150310
Monday, March 15, 2010
Hey ppl....
doing great i suppose...
well lets start on 130310 (saturday)
was working on dat dae.... yeah n raining at the same time but manage to arrive Night Safari on time ;). on dat dae i was doing main kiosk.... so i aim my sales to reach at least $600. but quite dissappointed fer a saturdae i onli reach $500+ onli but plus wif tram's sales i reach $700+... so it still okay... ended of my day. went home wif nurra n cuz was left out coz he end his werk at 12, nid to do closing.
the next day.
i wasnt werking n mum wasnt werking so it was time drop some $$$ like its hot... so ferst stop was Novena... went to our usual hotspot which is Adidas factory outlet.... before we enter the store. we saw sumtink dat reali make us shiver n sweat... the poster says... there is an addition 30% discount due to march skul holiday... so which the original is alrd 70% discount n den +30% discount... new dats wat i call original but damn f**king cheap.... so i got myself a new maroon shoe which match wif my skul uniform and a jacket n i spend a total of $100... which is considered as cheap. if not the actual price wud be $250. & mum n bro bought a slipper, shoe and a jacket also... which cost them $120... imagine dat 3 items cost dat price wen the actual price wud b $280... so left the store wif a wide smile on our face... next stop was Wheelock Place. wen to Crumpler boutique.... n got myself a new bag.... ;) so on dat day i spent a total of $265.;) ppl say there is the sense yof satisfactaction when you buy stuff wif your own salary....;)
dats all the latest happenings...
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~to a friend of mine, please dont get carried away... i never want to hurt no one like how i felt hurt... so please..
~ i dont why my old habits is starting overule my mind again. its because of this habits most relationships i had fails. but then i have to consider one thing that i didnt realise. ill just have to use that to refrain from my old habits.
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to you, your Pure Seduction lotion is on its way. Mum is still waiting for the stocks to come.
till here fer nw.
till den..
Aieemyn~
080310
Monday, March 8, 2010
hey ppl....
i dunno y nowadays i dun feel like updating, myb not much things to share...
so now there is lets start on the 063010 which is saturday...
in the morn decided to have brakfast at Chong Pang... so woke up at 7 and got readi.
meet mum there n had our breakfast... aft dat went bck home... in the aftnoon planned to go n visit my aunt and my newly-born second cuzzen... shes cute and adorable... n her name is Nur Nashirah.... ;) i was like hey shirah... big bro is carrying u... open ur eyes lil princess....
aft dat we go fer our dinner at sakura at Dhoby Ghaut. since aunt was having her crave fer sakura's food, so everyone had thier dinner there...
the food was great but the place was kinda cramp up....
n yesterday was an okok day... had to werk...werking was fine.... but fer a Sunday there wasnt much crowd compared to the usual Sundays.... Cuz was dared to get the sales reach $600 if not he cant leave.... and at the end he managed to get $560... hahaha... but lucky hym he still get to go hme on time.... n today werk again till 12.... waliao... but nvm... ;)
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i got two stuff to share...
~how is it like when a friend that you know for quite some time and you had feelings for her but got to know that she had a crush on someone she never meet before?
is there such thing? i find it strange...
~Does being control or posseseive person deserve to be left and heartbroken as a punishment and suffer the pain?
a theory of my cuz... which i like and i cn relate to....
so ppl... think abt it.... a respond from you people is much appreciated... ;)
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till den....
aieemyn~
240210
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
hey ppl....
yeah yeah... ive not been updating....
dunno y but juz malas... n no mood to update...
n yeah aft being told from a fren of mine, ill suppose ill have to update...
i got nutink much to update...
werk has been fine n fun... & tankz to nurra fer covering me a few times coz i wasnt able to werk... & yeah ur treat will come soon aft the pay day aitez...
well i guess ill have to share a story of mine....
for those who have seen my P.M it says...
Cinta lama berputik semula?
yeah... this gerl was a skulmate of mine. We had a relationship which was donkey years ago n at one point of time we decided to go on our separate ways.... but we still keep in touch keep each other updated abt our daily lives. whenever she has problems she will text me... n i will do wat i do best by just gving a listening ear and some advice here n there. & besides, im juz being me... the same "me" u noe donkey years ago. Lately u gave me a shock by saying this. ("theres sumtink i gotta tell u n i cant keep it much longer, my feelings fer u has come bck and boy i love u.")
well girl... do u even noe wat u r talking abt?
the last time we were togather, u wasnt mentally n emotionally wif me... all u tink of was ur ex. n nw after so called being rejected by someone u say u want us togather... seriously, what do u take me as? backup system? tissue? spare part? even if u want, u have to make lotz of changes... do sumtink to convince me gerl... coz as far as im concern i doubt wat u say. even the time i send u to work... i feel nutink from u... juz an ordinary fren of mine...
well... dats abt all fer nw...
& to my fren... IVE UPDATED MY BLOG! ;)
& i was attracted to dis phrase at my frens blog:
You said move on, so i did as rejection is part of life.
its well said. ;)
till den...
aieemyn~
bobo D2~
Piala Ilham Dipersembah ( Pictures )
Thursday, February 4, 2010
040210
hey peeps!!
so lets start on sunday (310110)
So that there was a Dikir Competition held at Anchorvale C.C organised by the group Tanjak Taulan and the theme given was Tanda Tanya( Question Mark). So Durbar2 send 3 grps which consists of D2, DurbarDua and DwiDurrah. Reached Bishan C.C at ard 9am.. had their final rehersal and also selection.... yeah, so off we go at ard 10+... they get registered and went into their waiting room.... me and the other peeps went to the hall and get seated.... so the comp start wif Wahana Deksu, A.S then our second team D2!.... they bust the stage on that day.... most of them are new as this is their ferst comp mixed wif the old-timers... aft that was DwiDurrah.... then at ard 6+ was the senior squad DurbarDua.... D2 did a set about birds, y cant we human be as one as the birds when given a tasks, as DurbarDua they did a set regarding sailing.... itz a conflict between the paddlers and the captain. the best part wud be when they make a formation of a viking ship... coolios....!
Then it was results... Durbardua got the Potential Lyrics which is done by Le Dzar.... and they also won third place for Piala Ilham Dipersembah! CONGRATZ! they didnt expect because they reali had a last minute touch up... so dats means the last minute touch up reali pay off... and one tink made them awake was when they see D2 was hunger fer at least a placing. that made them realise they have to do sumtink abt it.... As fer D2 they did won a placing. They won 3rd fer Potential Category. It was seriously unexpected. The funny tink is that we reali didnt realise that D2 was mention.. we were happily talking among each other but when D2 was announce, everyone just jump off their seats and shout out of enjoyment. My cuz almost cried due to relieved and happiness... well so do i.... So guys... ur hardwork reali paid off aye! CONGRATULATIONS! as fer DwiDurrah, u gerls did well, but seems dat the other grp are all out to win this comp... there always room fer improvment... so Good Luck aye...
ENJOY! HAPPY! ASLI!
Female grp:
Champ: SriKandi Tiara Wijaya
2nd: Wahana Deksu
3rd: Dang Anom
Potential Category:
Champ: Qitabi
2nd: Merpati Putih 27
3rd: D2
Piala Ilham Dipersembah:
Champ: Keris
2nd: Andika
3rd: DurbarDua
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an old fren of mine ask me....
y cant i get a guy like you?
haha.... well gerl, im no one to ans that question.... leave it to Tuhan... you will get one when you find one... but it reali shock me when you ask that question... even a guy like me is having difficulties winnig a girls heart... Which at times i dont even know what im lacking of. So yeah. God Willing you will get your prince charming aye...
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Till den....
Aieemyn!
Bobo D2!
300110
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Hey ppl....
nutink much to update abt...
dis are sum of the quiz i took on facebook and wud like to share.
so here it goes.
What Does Your Birthday say about you:
You lead the way when it comes to reaping the rewards of hard work. You're a lover of everything that is fine and beautiful, you surround yourself with material gains. Touch is very important in everything from work to romance. Stable and conservatives, you are among the most reliable of people. While sometimes viewed as stubborn, you will plod along on a task until the very end, ensuring that everything is up to standard. You're highly creative and thoroughly enjoy making things with their own hands.
Favorable colour: Pink
Key Body Part: Neck, Throat
Lucky Gem: Emerald
Strenghts: Dependable, Patience, Musical, Practical
Weakness: Stubborn, Uncompromising, Possesive
Likes: Gardening, Cooking, Working with hands, Music, Romance, High-Quality clothing.
Dislikes: SUDDEN CHANGES, Complications, Insecurity in any kind.
What is behind the date of your birth:
Hey... you guys are the incompatibles people in the world. You are so strong physically and mentally. You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get here. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life. But when you achieve what you have done, its's always a big task that you have done. You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finishg the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parentsand involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when you grow you become calm and macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering and banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children.
What Animal is your spirit guide: Panthera Leo- Lion
You're the protector, a Guardian in the midst of chaos. In times of struggle many look to you for guidance. You are strong and carry yourself as a leader, even if you do not realise it at the time. This cause undue stress on you. Unwittingly you carry the worries of others on your shoulders.. It is just natural that your strong personality be dominant force of all inetraction. But do not let that go to your head. Make yours to take some time to stepdown from that high perch and let others have a few moments in the sun. You are fiercely loyal and protective of those you care about. At times this seems like a burden, and weights you down. But the Lion is here to shiw you how to continue leading yourself and others into the future. Concentrate on the strenghts of the Lion and remember thet even when things are though, it is never too late to find a secluded place to rest. Remeber that it is okay to remove yourself from a tense situation. You do deserve time for personal reflection.
~ but some time its sad people dunt acknowleged for who we are/ i am.
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you may not say good bye, but what do you need me around for?
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Aieemyn~
Bobo D2~
270110
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Hey ppl.... (time check 3.30am)
yeah i noe... itz been awhile since i update yeah....
been bz lately wif werk.... finally i get my day off....
nutink much of events happening... onli i fell terribly sick last week, if im not wrong on wednesday... had a usual heavy duty migrane and also fever... i cant even lift my head from my bed juz to go to the doctors. During the journey i had an uncomfortable ride to visit the the doctor.. coz we took a taxi there and the journey was very bumpy... so it makes my migranes werst. so i had the whole day rest.... on friday went to training as usual.... since ive juz recoverd from sickness, i had myself a lite training on my own... den i was monitoring the youngsters doing they training... & sorry to one of my lil-sis fer hitting you so hard... den sat, i had to werk... was doing tram(again).... yeah... sunday was assign at main kiosk... monday went to werk early... meet cuz ferst as he juz finish morning shift, so i tot of gving a treat on our B&J ice-cream. so we had Core-Concoction which contains Sweet Cream Cookie & Choc Cookie Dough. Fuh! nice combination....! sitting in-front of pizzafari accompany Belle doing her werk. At ard 5plus, off i go to werk... doing tram(AGAIN) on dat day doing tram was reali mendak core.! Tuesday also came to werk early, so chill at B&J(Zoo) Belle was on duty, so chill den ask her to get me a Cookie Dough Waffle Cone. ;) Aft dat off to werk... today was suppose doing tram again... but thank god i swap duty wif shaun. im doing scooping on dat dae... the crowd was manageable... lotz of orders like (Shakes= Chocolate Euphoria, StrawberryCheesecake and VeryVanilla) had lotz of fun today wif Fernandez, Avlyn, Chew Ming ard... the store was so happening... GEDEGAK! (Fernandez fav werd) ;) and one more tink.... Sue made fer us one blender full of Frappuccino... each of us had a glass of our own... we put whip-cream, caramel and choc-rice... it was splendid... ;) den i end my day wif a lift back home by Avlyn's dad... her mum was kind enuf to offer me a lift bck hme.... so i was home early....
Fiuh....! 4days werk straight was fun and tiring... Nw den i feel the fatigue.... today off... Finally!
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-Maybe giving sumone all ur love is neva an assurance dat they wud luv u bck.
Dunt expect love in return.
Juz wait fer it to grow in their heart.
BUT, if it doesnt, be CONTENT dat it grew in yours
(quote of courtesy of my aunt [ found dis quote on her status])
i got nutink much to say....
you mention gud bye....
Good Bye then....
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till here....
bye peeps.! (GEDEGAK!)
Aieemyn~
190110
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
hey my fellow earthlings...
it has been awhile aye...
here goes...
lets rewind to 150110 (friday)
initially on dat dae my family plan to go eat at jurong pt b4 i go fer training. but den the manager call n ask if i can come fer orientation, it was a last minute thing. so got change n off i go to cuz's place. from there flag a cab n off to werk. so at werk we were doin orientation, learning abt the job we are doing n abit of history. once werk done, i head to frontier n meet peeps at training. den wen back wif them.
160110 (saturday)
saturday was another long day fer me... i had jemputan at bukit batok den had Maulud Nabi at cik ramli's hse. so ferstly me n bro went to bukit batok fer the jemputan.... the ferst tink we arrive we made a perfromance fer the bride&groom. aft dat we had our meal... so nutink much to do, we silat peeps i do wat we do best which is singing... we sing lots of songs like. belaian jiwa, cenderawasih, sonata musim salju n etc. then there was a segment wen the DJ interview the bride&groom.
DJ: i would like to ask the groom why you take this lovely lady to the lady of your life?
Groom: firstly first, the reason why i choose is because everytime she smile it melted my heart and secondly she give some kind of energy to go on with life and also made a great impact.
DJ: wow, inspiring words there from our king-of-the-day. so now let me ask the queen-of-the-day. why you take this handsome young man to be the man of your life?
Bride: it is because he have a good sense of responsibility, able to guide me through life and also able to take good care of me.
DJ: wow, im touch by the comment given by both bride&groom. so now lets cut the cake.
im attracted to both their commen too... especially wen the groom say "she somehow give the energy and made a great impact in my life." because dat phrase sound so familiar, as thou i use it before. since no one wants to sing, we do most of the singing... kecoh-rable moments... at ard 6+, off we go to boon lay to cik ramli's hse... there wen arrive, most of the guest are leaving.... we chit-chat here n there... times up, off we head hme.
170110 (sunday)
dat day im werking at night safari... but before dat belle ask if i would join her to go to the zoo... so we went to do zoo n see the animals... cool i muz say, aft a very long time nvr visit the zoo... it was a great trip... n went to the B&J kiosk coz belle wants to buy ice-cream, she wanted to pay but our colleague gave it free.....so both of us got a free New York Super Fudge. hahaha... so aft dat i accompany her till she aboard the bus and off i go to werk... at the tram station again... but this time abit more fun... the place was like pasar malam. me sell drinks n there is ppl selling pictures. and dat day's sale wasnt dat bad... im onli left fer 4 bottles of soft drinks. once done, off im home...
180110 (monday)
initially i tot i was not werking... den manager kol. "ARE YOU COMING" dun want long story i quickly get change n off to werk... so i was doing scooping and the crowd wasnt dat bad.... aft werk we get to eat pizza from pizzafari... they had excess so they let us eat... yum! got change n off i go to night safari to meet cuz coz he is werking at night safari.
dats all fer the week's activity....
will update again soon yaw...
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you ask me as an individual are you bad? i would say no but i just have only one issue... i dont quite like your circle of friends... i not pretty sure why and i suppose this was the same comment your mother gave. im just mentally tired. everytime i pray i plead for my request to be answered. so that you could understand why im doing this. im not trying to pester you nor control you. but then that is what you thought that im controlling you. maybe my request has yet been answered. every now and then i never stop thinking even it bring risks to my health.
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till den...
aieemyn~~~
130110
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
hey earthlings...
had been a bz week i suppose...
lets start on (090110) saturday.
dat day me n cuz went to amk to get the typhoid n vaccine jab. we were also accompanied by al & naz. after the jab they decided to go to woodlands lame n play pool... so there we head... waited fer another person razi... once he arrived, we start palying... after a very long time not playing... i gotta admit i lost my touch in palying pool. hahaha, didnt win a single game... aft the game... we went our separate ways. me, head to jurong pt and meet mum n bro. had our lunch/dinner... hahah.... didnt buy much...
(110110) monday.
it was judgement day fer all o-level candidates... intense giler... cant sleep the whole nite... went the event start, principal give a talk, ferstly was the 4Es... the hint given was "you did well" and the 5Ns hint was "YOU DID VERY WELL" but still i was er... ok.... even wif the hint it doesnt deterimine if i pass n go poly wat... so, wen itz my turn to meet teacher, my heart was pumping reali fast. i realli didnt pay attention to the teacher i take my slip n stuff n went to the side. i tore my letter n check the codes.... i was relieve dat the course dat i want was stated... den aft dat meet some peeps n walk togather wif them.... i went to lib n meet belle. she nids my help in her results.... well, gerl... choose and make a wise decision alrite... dun feel dampened. aft dat i go n meet her... chill wif her till abt 7+..... had talks, jokes n etc.... den aft dat i send her home den i send myself home.
(120110) tuesday.
was my ferst day of werk.... report to nite safari... once reached, i get my uniform n get changed. den i was able to taste every single flavour of ice cream. my fav will b the cookie dough, strawberry cheesecake and WAP choc. den i was send to tram station n sell drinks.... bisnes was okok luh... there also ppl from photography grp... nite safari staff... reali the kecoh ppl.... ppl like nash was the funny.. but still all they talk abt was abt gerls.... sumtimes it make me tink... even werking at zoo/nite safari, their perangai pun mcm binatang. y i say so... mostly all they talk abt was sexual stuff... wahlioa... nvm... werking environment... once they see hot tourist, they will start their conversation. me there, juz hear wat they say n join the laughter. but seriously... perangai btol2 mcm siak... k fine... at least it didnt make my job boring. coz all the while standing there wait fer tourist n sell drinks. at 10.30 go bck to store. do some helpout, den at 11 punch-out n home i head. den at home didnt sleep till bro went to skul. i dunno y i cant sleep... padehal aru alik keje....
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& yeah i didnt reali do dat well fer my O's... im going to ITE... hopefully get the course that i want Business Studies in Events Management.
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when i was with you, you may see with your own eyes im kinda look ok but then i kept quiet because inside was feeling like crying too. even you brought me food for me to eat, it made me think and again ask lots of question that its difficult for me to answer and also the memories when i was at your place. your gestures made me feel so touch that no girl have done that to me. yet again, i dont know what or how im suppose to feel. with your gesture i fell thankful and blessed to have you. but, to have you and being with you is the next and main question that i always ask. i may be blessed to have you. but with how we are progressing. haiz.... im juz plainly tired mentally and emotionally, patience wise i may still have but for how long im not sure.... you having your major year, me entering a new institution. its still early to tell how this year is going to be.
till here fer nw i suppose...
till den peeps...
aieemyn~
090110
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Hey hey.... (3.45a.m)
been very bz lately...
lets start on thursday(070110)
the day was suppose to go to werk... anta form. so me, cuz and belle went there... it was belle's ferst day... me n cuz no nid to werk coz we started last month... so left belle alone coz she nid to undergo training ferst... meanwhile... me n cuz went to catch a muvee... Cirque De Freak Vampire's Assistant. the show was a great one... once done, me and cuz went bck to werk place n fetch belle and accompany her home... dats abt it on dat dae.
ystd(080110)
in the aftnoon, went to werk place to collect my typhoid jab slip... once taken the slip. it was raining... so we walk slowly to busstop... took a ride to amk... coz the clinic is located there. once we reached the clinic was close... mcm siak...so me cuz make u-turn bck.. he meet his peeps since they want to go to marina. while me head home coz nite got training. Training was ok, but my body is kinda stiff. myb bcoz it has awhile since i last train or im juz plainly tired n stress... wif lotz of stuff in my head...
& yeah results are coming next monday... tawakal aje luh ye... myb dats one of the reason dat contribute to my stress...
so lata early in the morn going to take the jab wif cuz....
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sayang, hari-hari yang berlalu,
bersulam suka-duka, rindu dan pilu,
sejak takdir bertemukan kita,
jiwaku berbuih kasih dan sayang padamu,
rindu bertandang tanpa diundang,
inikah yang dinamakan cinta?
adakalahnya, aku tersenyum sendiri,
mengimbasi saat indah bersamamu,
kemesraan bersarang di istana hati,
senyuman mengukiri isyarat cinta,
lalu, dari hari ke hari,
hatiku bertanya-tanya,
bagaimana kesudahannya?
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it felt strange when things have change.
as if theres no source of light.
as if the night sky is without the presence of the moon & STARS.
everytime felt restless and weak eventhough i have to act in front of people that im ok.
everything felt so quiet and lonely.
why? when? what? where? who? how?
this are the question that keeps throwing at me.
its even thougher then school question.
at least school question can be slove and answer.
but this, answer that are not found at my finger tips.
if they say exams are frustrating, i would say this question is even worst.
at least school question does not have feel anything.
but this, pain and hurt can be felt.
where did i go/do wrong?
why it ended this way?
how it ended this way?
when it started/ended?
what made it turn out the other way?
this are some of the killer questions.....
from the way it looks...
its going no where. its meant to be this way.
till theres no more tears to flow.
till theres no more pain to feel but instead felt numb.
how perfect or shud i say how you want it to be?
till here fer now peeps.
aieemyn~
bobo D2~ (4.30a.m)
030110
Sunday, January 3, 2010
hey hey hey... (2.30 am)
so on the ferst day of new year was okok spent.
in the morn went to the zoo again to meet up wif the manager. reason to get our salary... bole tahan luh keje 3hari. myb considering to continue. den petang went to sembawang fer our pit. i reach there da nak dkt maghrib... ppl were asking y im late n stuff... they juz cant wait to start the game. Umi ask me to be I.C of the game. so i became the host of the game... n let tell u being the host is not dat easy... very tiring n muz b sporting. so the game goes like this. the participant will sit in a circle. went the music plays, they mus pass the ball to the person beside them. once the music stop, the person who holds the ball last must do a forfeit. it was a non-stop laugh kinda tink. theres dances, singing, acting and etc.... one of them have to go the lamp post n say... lamp-post, i love you n kiss it... haha... some muz do catwalk, some act to be a policemen but acted the "lembut" style... dat one is the funniest. haha... it lasted abt 1 hour... imagine dat, at the end i was so shag dat i keep on refilling my cup. den at abt 1am-2am.... we decided to take a walk to Sunplaza's 7-11... it was a long walk, but a fun one.... den we decided to flag a cab back to the park. The moon was reali beautiful dat night. i kept looking at it... n the stars wasnt dat clear but i kept looking fer the Northstar, but cudden see it.
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ppl laugh n felt excited. its not easy to put joy, laugh, smiles and happyness in ppls life. im thankful dat im able to do dat. but who is gonna put all those in me. sumtimes wen i tink again. wat if i wasnt there to make the event happening? will it be as fun and exciting? im glad n greatful dat ppl came to me n say thanks fer the games n make them feel happy. thanks for listening, thanks for cheering me up. like i said again, who is gonna put joy and happyness in me? Do i get to even feel it?
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day by day, i kept on reading those three msg that was send. & i kept asking myself. Should i changed my characteristic? Should i stay being who i am now? I dont reali understand the meaning of im too good for you? Like i said again, from the long msg of yours. Do you even understand what you are saying?
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to frens who has been reading my posts, thanks for feeling me. Like i say, i juz cant do much to save it. Ive tried my very best, but i fail. Fail to reali win her heart. Things just dont turn out the way its suppose to be.
to a fren, you may ask wats my resolution.?
i just want to find medicine, remedy, potion to heal my pain.
aieemyn~(3.40am)
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Friday, January 1, 2010
HEY PPL!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
i noe ive not been updating so.. here goes...
lets start on 301209 (wednesday)
on dat day i had an invitation to a brithday party at downtown. My fren, Boyakk had a belated celebration while his sister had an advance celebration and coincidently his sister was a fren of mine. So yeah i was invited. Initially i was goin alone, but den like not fun uh go alone... so i think of sumone to go wif.. and i found the rite person. Birthday boy nye gerlfren.
Me: wei, kau jemput matair kau?
boyak: tak uh, aku takot die dtg nti aku tak lyn. phm2 uh parents aku nti suspect.
me: rabak.... erm... i tell you wat... kalau kau dun mind aku uat plans dgn die, g pit kau. kononnye die dgn aku, so parents kau tak suspect pe.
boyak: hmm... not a bad idea... ok den.
So i make plans wif birthday boy nye gerl and there we go. we reach downtown quite early. so we chill at Mac ferst, had apple pie and McFlurry. den came boyak's call.
boyak: kau kat ane?
me: aku kat Mac.
boyak: kau dgn sape?
me: aku sorg uh... (his gerl ask me to say dat she is not wif me)
boyak: abe matair aku?
me: last mint die tak jadi.
boyak: ok den....
i hang up n finish my ice-cream. while eating... all of sudden birthday boy appear and he saw his gerl... bkn main happy lagi... haha... so he went bck in to get ready the bbq. probably 20mins later, we went in... as usual salam everyone... the matair went to salam her "mak-mertua" den the mother ask.
mother: name sape?
matair: saye kawan haiqal.
mother: tau... cik tanye name sape?
matair: oh... ayu....
HAHAHA... i was laughing togather wif some skulmates non-stop... menggelabar seh member salam "mak-mertua". So we chill, had some food and itz nice btw. den came a few other peeps. Den it was cut-the-cake time... the cake looks nice... have the pic of both birthday boy & birthday girl. after all is done, home we head. ;)
yesterday 311209 (thursday)
was the last day of werk... so that day we were werking night shift at the night safari. We nid to report ourselves to Bongo Burgers. We did the usual dining stuff... & the was firebreathing show.... itz kinda cool & funny i muz say. After we werk we had ourselves a meal of the Bongo Burgers. Big oi the patty. once done see the manager, once everything done we head to civic n meet Lan fer countdown. After dat walk home.
I wont be ard dis few days... will be having a pit at sembawang later on. so, yeah.
& one more thing... few days back at 7 in the morn mum got a call from nenek sedare.. she said.
nenek: Na! kau ok? along ok?
mum: ape yg ok? semua ok?
nenek: cik dgr dari nur, along masok hospital, kene accident, tgh critical.
mum: Subahannallah, seliseh jauh kn... along ok je, die tgh tdo.
nenek: ok, cik cube tanye nur.
Den after nenek sedare, my atok sedare kol and the same thing happen. So mum was puzzled. Den got to know dat cik nur has a fren who has the same name as mine. So maybe she jump to conclusion that it was me. So it was a false alarm. n everyone was chaotic asking abt wat happen and hows my condition. But when i hear the story, i ask myself. What if it wasnt a false alarm?
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To You:
Thanks for everything. Every single thing. Im just disappointed, after all this while, after what ive done. I still cant win your heart. Maybe me as an individual is not enough for you, What ive done is not enough to win your heart. What ive done is within my means, i can do even more of im given the chance. But one thing is for sure, what i do is with sincerity, honesty and purity wanting to be with you. Its either you dont see/feel it or its just not enough for you. You need more than i expected. But what i give is what you get, the Muhaimin you always knew. I guess you demand for more, thats why theres no progress in this relationship of ours. Like i always see, not having me around is never a loosing factor to you. What is there to worry when you got lots of guy friends. Thanks for the memories. Reali. Thank you. Since you do not want to meet and look at me, i just wanna say it has been a pleasure knowing you. In one way or another, youve made a great impact in my life. I just somehow feel that your characteristic is the one that i want. But somehow it has turn out this way. Memories that ill keep and can only be deleted through illness and death. I just cant say enough thanks because i appreciate every single thing.
Thank You........
A.Muhaimin.
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Every now and then i keep reading the three msg youve send. It keep me wondering. It kept me asking. Do you even know what you are saying? or you are just saying it. All this while theres only one word in my mind. Why? But nevermind, ill try to find the answer. Always pray to Tuhan to give/show answer to reasons of life.
Just want to let you know why i always being possesive. Its because safety is my priority. Its because you mean so much to me that i have to do that way. I just want to have you in one good condition. Be it when you are sick. But with the quarel we always had, i dont think you understand why i being that way. Like i said how i wish you could understand why. Take care.
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the new year is here.
put a fullstop on 2009.
and start a new chapter on 2010.
i juz hope its gonna be a gud year.
Insyaallah.
till den...
aieemyn~
271209
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Hey ppl...
Time check: 4.10am
juz cant sleep, one of the reason is 27/12 reminds me of what happen last year.
On that day i was suppose to have a date, to celebrate the long relationship that i had. But i cudden reali make it due to the reason i had a packed schedule. So i had to postpone the date. On that day itself i had a performance at Jurong. All of a sudden she decided to appear and be there for me and to see my performance. I was all pump up and cant wait to get the show started. I was so focus that i didnt realise that i sprained my ankle and even my partner whacked my back reali hard. I didnt feel anything as i felt energetic and wanting to go on with show. After the show i was suppose to go to Sembawang for a overnight pit,but i decided to send her home first as she was willing to be there and see my performance. After sending her home, i went to Sembawang. When i reached Sembawang, i realised that i was limping and felt uncomfortable walking and when i look at my leg, it was swollen real big i must say. Then i remembered that i sprain my ankle during the performance but at that point of time i didnt feeling anything. It was as though she was there to give me support and the energy to endure the pain from the sprain and the whack from my friend. Thats the reason why she meant alot to me, gave the energy to proceed and endure the pain. & its because she meant alot to me that im able to endure the pain and be patience. But its just sad it didnt turn out the way its suppose to be. Therefore this is the day that i will remember.
Haiz.....
Aieemyn~
251209
Friday, December 25, 2009
Time check its 4.30am...
i juz cant go to sleep eventhough im working later on.
Lots of stuff happen lately, family, personal etc.
HAIZ!!!!
"Miracle are things that happen unexpectedly. Something you thought was impossible turned out possible.The magic of GOD."
Indeed, true enough.So you are tyring to say is that just by stay still and let the magic happen and POOFF! miracle happen by doing nothing? Memang betul miracle is one of kuasa Tuhan. Tuhan tak akan tolong seseorang kalau diri sendiri tak tertolong. How do you expect miracle to happen when you are doing nothing. If thats the case every single human being will just sit down and shake their leg and let miracle do its job. No action = No outcome. Its as good as not interested and ape nak jadi, jadi luh. Kite sebagai hamba nye hanya boleh berdoa dan usaha untuk mencari penyelesaian. Then miracle might happen. Tuhan Maha Adil, kalau kita bersabar, berusaha, jujur, ikhlas. Insyaallah Tuhan akan mengkabul permintaan/doa kita sebagai hambaNya. God Willing, God will give us miracle
"cakap orng pandai, diri sndiri tak betul." Say whatever you want, i would just care less."
Indeed, ofcoz you would just care less. Thats the outcome that we are having now. Just imagine me saying that long post of yours to you.
"You know, i want to see you happy. You know i would want to see you achieve your goals in life. & i know too that now, maybe walking away from your life is much more better. No more of th I'M GIVING YOU HOPES."
So i suppose you choose to give up and walk away. Wow, itz a mixture of feelings of im surprise and im not surprise. weird right? i know... Due to the fact of sincerity, honesty and purity that made me endure and be patience for a long period of time. If you choose to give up and walk away, then tell me personally. Ill be glad to hear it from you. Rather than indirectly through post or text.
Ive done my very best to win your heart but still i fail. I just do not know what else to do. Maybe you were right, its just you. Two hands are needed to clap. Ive done my part to save this relationship of ours but i guess it just didnt turn out as its suppose to be. Lack of understanding and communication was the mastermind to the failure of our relationship. From my part, deep down from my heart i would like to apologise fer the failure of understanding you and alwaes being possesive and how i wish i could understand you better, but at the same time i just wish you would understand why i behave that way. I just cant stop saying sorry and i noe sorry is not enough. At the same time im thankful fer the sweet memories we had and that is all im left with and ill cherish it. You may posses the things that i gave you from the pendant, watch and the soft toy to represent as me but i only have one thing which is MEMORIES. Memories which i will keep and can only be forgotten through illness or time but can be deleted through Death. The Memories Of You and Me.
haiz.....
till here...
sign out~ 5.30am
aieemyn~
221209
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Hello Yaw!!!!
so lets get it started aye...
191209 (saturdae)
so last saturdae me n family went to IKEA... wanting to buy a new closet coz my closet is kinda full. So took 168 n drop at Tampines IKEA. We do the usual rounds.. i bought candles wif the vanilla scent, juz like the smell of it... mum bought napkins wif different designs n etc... n also not to ferget the closet... itz an open concept of closet. & one more tink.. during the period of shopping... not one but five of IKEA's customers approach me n ask fer assistance... HAHAHA... i juz cant stop laughing wen dat happens.. juz bcoz im wearing a polo-t n a lanyard ard me wif my ez-link in it, IKEA customers tot im one of the stuff there... HAHAHAHA.... i rplied to them... sori sir/mdm im not working here! den mum said myb they ask to work there kot... so after paying the stuff i went to the security post n ask fer a part-time job form. During the shoppin i keep on looking fer a seat as i was hving migranes.. last mint attack kind of tink...flag a cab n wen hme... reach hme strait i went to bed.... the pain was getting heavy...
201209 (sunday)
ive made an appointment wif my fren fiqah to send her to her kendarat place at marsiling. she dunt noe how to go there.. so i offer a help to send her n her grp of frenz.. meet her earlier n went fer a breakfast at MacD. after the meal meet the rest of the crew n sent the place... After once itz done, i went hme n took a nap again... woke up n off i go to junction8 to collect my fon i sent fer servicing. den went bck hme meet wif fiqah again... chill wif her fer awhile den off bck hme...
211209 (mondae)
today was another day out... went out to IKEA bck to sent bck the part-time job. n i ask belle to tagg along since she wants to werk also.. after submitting the form we went to Giant to try n apply there. after dat went bck to granny's place.
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Itz juz sumtink dat i feel n see...
There wont be any outcome when nothing is done and just go with the flow. Dont expect a miracle to happen by just sitting down n let the magic work. Miracle can only happen when action and effort is taken place. Other than that its as good as there is no interest.
Yet again im not being harsh here... i just want speak my hearts out...
well ppl... till here fer nw...
aieemyn
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